And out come all these words
Well I missed the train and the traffic was a state
muse-a night to rmb , definitely :)
Posted on: Sunday, June 21, 2009
Posted at: 7:50 PM
last night was awesome.
no. the ensemble didnt turn out to be fantastic.
movements up and down were dragged here and there.
we were over timed
i mispitched notes that i have never mispitced before
we missed out one of the most part of ghost train
i wasn't in my tip top condition if you're talking about health
but honestly. the company was. really.
i was listening to the 4th movement of spaceship when i turned to look at shan, at shitface, at jun hao at mag and then at fatson when tears just swelled up in my eyes.
and you know at that moment. everything was worthwhile the ensemble prac to late night was worthwhile, all the panicking all the banners making was worthwhile.
it really moments like that make me love this band more and more because the memories you have with them are something you'll rmb for life.
i still love my instrument despite being noob at it and that's all it matters.
play the music, not the instrument
-author unknown
some lines that i saw at vch.
the place was sooo smalll and crampy but yet so warm heartening at the same time. you see everyone cramped together but very happily cam whoring and happily chatting while waiting for their time to perform..
will rmb this special night forever
xie xie everybody! :)
Grumpy day
Posted on: Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Posted at: 10:28 PM
Vivien says:
you think about it.
After As
you now what you are gna do
work your asses off to get into a good uni in Signpore
then get into uuni what are you gna do
work your asses off again lor?
get degree lor
then work lor
work your asses off ago
earn the cpf and whatever shit
then
like that lor?!
like that lor!
ahhh
damn sad my life
Dear friend,
Posted on: Sunday, May 24, 2009
Posted at: 5:10 PM
thanks for trusting and believing me all the while
for that, i must gather all my
COURAGE to face all the CHALLENGES ahead!!
By believing in me, you make me believe in myself and now for you and for all the people i love imma's gna push myself further and further!
xie xie ni le! :D
Posted on: Friday, May 15, 2009
Posted at: 8:44 PM
i always find this need to sit down and just reflect on myself becasue we shouldnt be wasting our lives away in denial. today. i just wna make you and you and myself accept all the thinsg we;ve been through. becasue its only when we truly accept it then may we get to let the past go.
whatever the past mayve. be it happy, sad. let it all go and embrace the future with a big warmy hug. i really love how thinsg are going on for me but then today i was just walking home that long path ago and realise that hey. i could have this since a long time ago vut instead i choose not to be myself but rather who i think other expects of me.
why so stupid? be yourself no matter what. its been so long since i laughed so hard, make a total fool or myself but yet feel at ease with no worries about expectations and whatsnot.
no i know i got it. but i really need a break. a breather. i never had a chance to giv emyself a break. and really reflect on myself hard for these two years.
you probably dont get what i'm satubg and i prolly wont get what i'm saying if i am to read it again buts okay. its time to let my feelings go and stop cooping them up because it really sucks when you cannot be yourself. relaly really sucks. i feel enlightened by myself after so long and i realise its been i have to accept what i have been through and hwa ti was like and i move on and continue improving myself.
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Posted on: Thursday, May 14, 2009
Posted at: 9:43 PM
the more we believe that we AREN'T like that, the more we ARE, in fact.
